Stolen from Keisha, who stole it from other people.

Six Ships I Love:

1) Geldoblame/Verus (Baten Kaitos)
2) Almarde/Lyuvann (Baten Kaitos)
3) Raz/Sasha (Psychonauts)
4) Lenore/Ragamuffin (Lenore)
5) Rem/Ryuk (Death Note)
6) Petey/Gary (Bully)

Three Ships I Liked, But Don't Anymore:
7) Dib/Zim (Invader Zim)
8) Sly/Carmelita (Sly Cooper)
9) Auron/Rikku (Final Fantasy X)

Three Ships I Don't Like:
10) Sasha/Milla (Psychonauts)
11) Harry/Snape (Harry Potter)
12) Vaan/Penelo (Final Fantasy XII)

Two Ships I Am Curious About, But Don't Actually Ship:
13) Jimmy/Gary (Bully)[I used to ship it, then I dropped it, now I'm curious again]
14) Sideshow Bob/Bart (The Simpsons)

1.) Why do you dislike #11 so much? (Harry/Snape)


2.) Who is someone you know that ships #13? (Jimmy/Gary)

People on Bully BL.

3.) What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3 (Raz/Sasha)?


4.) Which is your favorite episode for #1? Try to pick just one. (Geldoblame/Verus)

Video games don't have episodes. They have cutscenes. So, I guess my favorite cutscene would be...When Geldoblame goes on about Verus being a "gentle man".

5.) How long have you been following couple #6? (Petey/Gary)

After I beat the game. First I paired Petey up with Jimmy, but then realized everything was so much more delicious when he was with Gary.

6.) What's the story with #8? What made you stop liking them/caring? (Sly/Carmelita)

They got their happy ending. Once that happens, there's not much left for a shipper to do.

7.) Which ship do you prefer - #2 or #4?

Oh man...uuuh...I guess Almarde/Lyuvann. It's a lot more beautiful.

8.) You have the power to make one ship non existent. Choose from #10 or #12. (Vaan/Penelo)


9.) What interests you about #14? (Haruhi/Tamaki)

It seems so dirty...and wrong. I like that.

10.) When did you stop liking #7? (Dib/Zim)

It's not that I stopped liking it. It just doesn't really grab my attention anymore.

11.) Did your waning interest in #9 kill your interest in the show? (Auron/Rikku)

You mean the game? No. It was actually my waning interest in the game that made me lose interest in the couple.

12.) What's a song that reminds you of #5? (Rem/Ryuk)

"3 Libras" by A Perfect Circle.

13.) Which of these ships do you love the most?

As of now, Geldoblame/Verus

14.) Which do you dislike the most?

Vaan/Penelo. Because Vaan sucks.

15.) If you could have any of these two pairings double date, who would it be? (even better if they're from different shows)

Lenore/Ragamuffin and Almarde/Lyuvann. It would be funny as shit.

16.) Have #2 kissed yet? Elaborate if you'd like. (Almarde/Lyuvann)

They have a kid...soooo....yes.

17.) Did #4 have a happy ending? If the show hasn't ended yet, do you think a happy ending is likely? (Lenore/Ragamuffin)

No, because it's a total crack pairing.

18.) What would make you start shipping #14? (Sideshow Bob/Bart)

Inspiring fanart.

19.) If only one could happen, which would you prefer - #2 or #6?

Petey/Gary, simply because it's beautifully dramatic (and Almarde/Lyuvann are already together)

20.) You have the power to decide the fate of #10. What happens to them?

Milla leaves Sasha to join a convent.

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Bold the shows you have seen at least three times in your lifetime.

21 Jump Street
30 Rock
7th Heaven
Aeon Flux
Alfred Hitchcock Presents
American Dragon: Jake Long
American Idol/Pop Idol/Canadian Idol/Australian Idol/etc.

America's Next Top Model
Arrested Development
As Told By Ginger
Avatar: The Last Airbender
Babylon 5
Babylon 5: Crusade
Batman Beyond
Battlestar Galactica (the old one)
Battlestar Galactica (the new one)
Beavis & Butthead
Beverly Hills 90210
Bosom Buddies
Boy Meets World(way back when)
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Bug Juice
Chappelle's Show
Charlie's Angels
Commander in Chief
Coupling - UK
Cowboy Bebop
Crossing Jordan

CSI: Miami

Curb Your Enthusiasm
Danny Phantom
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
Davinci's Inquest
Dawson's Creek
Dead Like Me
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Dharma & Greg
Different Strokes
Doctor Who
Due South
Everybody Loves Raymond
Facts of Life
Family Guy
Family Ties
Father Ted
Fawlty Towers
Fooly Cooly (FLCL)
Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends
Fraggle Rock
Fruits Basket
Galactica 1980
Get Smart
Gilligan's Island
Gilmore Girls
Gomer Pyle, U.S.M.C.
Grey's Anatomy
Growing Pains
Hannah Montana
Happy Days
Harsh Realm
Hercules the Legendary Journeys
Hogan's Heroes
Home Improvement
Homicide: Life on the Street
I Dream of Jeannie
I Love Lucy
Invader Zim
Hell's Kitchen
Kim Possible
Kolchak: The Night Stalker
LA Law
Laverne and Shirley
Little House on the Prairie
Lizzie McGuire
Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
Lost in Space
Love, American Style
Magnificent Seven
Malcolm in the Middle
Married... With Children
Melrose Place
Miami Vice
Mission: Impossible
Mork & Mindy
The Muppet Show
Murphy Brown
My Name is Earl
My So-Called Life
My Three Sons
My Two Dads
Next Food Network Star
One Tree Hill
Only Fools and Horses (UK)
Perry Mason
Power Rangers
Prison Break
Project Runway
Quantum Leap
Queer As Folk (US)
Queer as Folk (British)
Relic Hunter
Remington Steele
Reno 911!
Rescue Me
Road Rules
Robin of Sherwood
Saved by the Bell
Scarecrow and Mrs King
Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
Sesame Street
Sex and the City
Six Feet Under
Slings and Arrows
So You Think You Can Dance
So Weird
South of Nowhere
South Park
Space: 1999
Spongebob Squarepants
Star Trek
Star Trek: The Next Generation
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Star Trek: Voyager
Star Trek: Enterprise
Stargate Atlantis
Stargate SG-1
Starsky & Hutch
Strange Luck
Strictly Come Dancing/Dancing with the Stars etc.
Studio 60
Teen Titans
That 70's Show
That's So Raven
The 4400
The Addams Family
The Andy Griffith Show
The A-Team
The Avengers
The Awful Truth
The Beverly Hillbillies
The Brady Bunch
The Champions
The Colbert Report
The Cosby Show
The Daily Show
The Dead Zone
The Dick Van Dyke Show
The Flintstones
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Golden Girls
The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy
The Honeymooners
The Invisible Man (2000s)
The Jeffersons
The Jetsons
The L Word
The Life and Times of Juniper Lee
The Love Boat
The Man from U.N.C.L.E.
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
The Monkees
The Munsters
The Mythbusters
The O.C.
The Office (UK)
The Office (US)
The Pretender
The Professionals
The Real World
The Shield
The Simpsons
The Six Million Dollar Man
The Sopranos
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Sweeney
The Twilight Zone
The Waltons
The West Wing
The Wonder Years
The X-Files
Third Watch
Three's Company
Top Chef
Top Gear
Twin Peaks
Ugly Betty
Veronica Mars
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)
Will and Grace
WKRP in Cincinnati
Wolf Lake
Xena Warrior Princess
Xiaolin Showdown
You Can't Do That On Television

Wow...most of these I don't even like. I must be bored or something....
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Don't know why I didn't do this sooner. Most of the answers don't make sense.

-Put Your Player On Shuffle
-You Answer The Question With The Song You Got
-Don't Cheat, Even If It Doesn't Sound Right!!!

What Does Your Mom Say When She Yelled At You? Cybertronics

Your Dad Pokes You In The Head, What Does He Say To You? The Hues of Longing. Oh sweet merciful Christ...O_o

A Hobo Walks Up To You, What Does He Say? The Missing Frame. That I am.

Your Best Friend Punches You In The Arm, What Does He/She Say? Wonderland Woods

Your Crush Bumps Into You At School, What Does He/She Say? Vanishing. Well that sucks...

Your Worst Enemy Walks Up To You What Does He/She Say? Spieluhr

You Are Walking Down The Street At Night When Stranger Appears What Does He/She Say? Passive

You Are Running In The House When Your Brother Stops You, What Does He Say? Indalo. These aren't making any fucking sense!

Your Sister Starts Yelling At You, What Does She Say To You? Meanwhile Rick James...

You See Your Pet, What Do You Say To Him/Her? One by One

Your Favorite Teacher Comes Up To You, What Does He/She Say? Beginning of the End

Your Least Favorite Teacher Walks Up To You, What Does He/She Say To You? Sock Puppets

What Song Explains Your...

Life... Fallen Souls. Fuck! I'm emo!!!

Friends... Sora

Family... Bleed Black. Even my family is emo!

Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Crush... Amour. That would fit...if it weren't a song by Rammstein.

Favorite Teacher... Lullabye

Pet... Jack's Lament. Even my freaking dog is emo.

Enemy... Frontier Psychiatrist

Religion... Mein Herz Brent. Kinda creepy...

Sexuality... Dancing Through Life. Not only am I an emo, I'm also a whore.

Sex Life... Incantation. I have sex through awesome witch powers. Ph33r meh.

Doctor... Imaginary. I lold.

Favorite TV Character... Finale

Personality... Dizzy. I do get kinda dizzy...

Looks... Remains of the Day. Hmm...


Opening Credits: 6 to 8

When You Wake Up: Innocente

Go To School: If I Apologised...

Hang Out With Your Friends: Frozen. : (

You And Your Enemy Start Fighting: Blue of Wind, Green of Sea

You Go On A Date With Your Crush: Drown. Obviously in semen.

Your First Kiss With Them: My Console. is a Playstation.

You Get Home And You See That Your Siblings Jacked Up Your Room: Shut Me Up

You Go To Sleep: Learn to be Lonely. T_T

You Get Depressed: Fields of Innocence

You Commit Suicide: My Lover's Gone. Ahhhh....O_o

Your Funeral: Morgenstern. Shit.

Funeral Reception: Where Dreams Are Born. Apparently they're born at a funeral home...

Ending Credits: L'excessive

What Song Do You Play When You Are...

Happy? When the Levee Breaks. That's not very happy!

Sad? Fly Me to the Moon. That's not very sad!

Mad? Eternal. Yes...I am always in a rage.

Depressed? Kroenen's Lied. It's sort of depressing...but in a nazi sort of way.

In Love? Take Me Away

Trying To Go To Sleep? We Might As Well Be Strangers

Going To School? Zwitter. I have too many foreign songs on my i-pod.

Jumping Around Like A Retard? Another Race. I''m an alien, ya kno?

Hanging Out With Your Friends? Miracle Eyes

Moping Around ‘Cause Your BF/GF Broke Up With You? The Lie Which Refuses to Die. T_____________T

Having A Bad Day? Pretty Toy. Rape?

Bored? Triad

Really, Really Hyper? Days of the Phoenix

Missing Someone? Human Kindness. Huh, it works.

What Song Was Being Played When You Were...

Being Born... Village of the Doomed. I was born in the south...

Having Your First Birthday... Falling Leaves. And yet another song about death...

Going To Your First Day Of School... Portrait

Going Out With Your First BF/GF... Affliction. O_O

Getting Your First Real Job... Stirb Nicht Vor Mir

Going To College... Walk On

When You Graduated... Is It Love?

Having Your Party... Deliver Me. To France!!! For great Justice!

Getting Proposed To... The Great Dissapointment. XD

Getting Married... Sometimes. I'm obviously not that great in relationships.

When You/Wife Having Your First Kid... The Noose. Whaaaat?

Getting A Divorce... She Has No Time. Indeed I don't.

Dying... The Lines of My Earth

Having Your Funeral... Sold Your Soul. Well that sucks!

Put Down The Songs...

1. "As long as your mine", Wicked
2. "The Promise", When in Rome
3. "She said, 'Don't make others suffer for your personal hatred'.", Evangelion
4. "Comfort Eagle", Cake
5. "Dancing Along", Ours
6. "Let You Down", Three Days Grace
7. "Ohne Dich", Rammstein
8. "Morningstar", Rammstein
9. "Lies", Evanescence
10. "Divine", Mira
11. "Batraz", Bernard Poirier
12. "Blue", A Perfect Circle
13. "Quelqu'un M'a Dit", Carla Bruni
14. "The Nurse Who Loved Me", A Perfect Circle

Answer The Question From The Songs Above...

#1 song reminds you of what person?
No one.
What is your favorite lyric from song #2? "Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out with no cross to bear."
When did you discover the band/singer from #3? When I bought the CD on a whim.
What's the first line of song #4? "We are building a religion, we are building it bigger."
What's the last line of song #5? "We'll open in our eyes as we find another world." I think...
Can you relate to song #6? Nooo...
What's the first line of the chorus of #7? "...Ohne Dich, blah blah *insert German stuff* blah blah, Ohne Dich!"
Is song #8 your favorite song? No.
How many albums do you have of #9? None.
When did you first hear song #10? When I got the CD on a whim.
How did you discover song #11? When I saw Cheval Theatre.
What do you like about song #12? *shrug*
Spell song #13 without vowels. "Qlqn M Dt". Why the hell did I need to do that for?
Who would you recommend song #14 to? Everyone. It's good.
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Storm, warm, corn. I wrote porn...and have mad rhyming skills.

Sexy Baten Kaitos drabble. Oh yeah.
I wrote this because I have no life. Oh, and I would cut it, but I've tried to do that over fifty fucking times and it never works. And only one person watches me anyway.

Title: Thoughts
Pairing: Geldoblame/Verus
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Thoughts can ruin our lives or make them better. Though you won't know if it's a good or bad thing until they've betrayed you.

Disclaimer: I don't own Baten Kaitos or it's characters. I just like to picture them doing dirty things with each other.
Author's Note: Verus' name was originally "Nero". However, when the game was shipped to the US, it was changed. Why? I have no idea. But I've decided to make the most out of it. Thus, Verus' full name is Nero Verus in the fic.


I can't sleep. Hell, I can never sleep. Not with my mind in this state.
He is always on my mind, and nothing can move him. Nothing I do can distract my thoughts from him, and my lack of focus is beginning to show. I've become clumsy and oafish, especially around him. The quastor, my master.
"Nero..." the name glides off the tip of my tongue like silk. My eyes close as I forfeit my awareness to my thoughts. The Quastor Verus, Nero, is what some would refer to as "a gentle giant". The man is always composed; calm, collected. A marvel of intelligence. Though, if he wished it, he could be an unstoppable force. I, myself, have never seen him fight. But I have heard the stories, the legends even. At the mere age of 24, he was a general in Alfard's old wars, and, the only survivor in his rank. It is said that at the end of the battle, though his leg was torn in multiple shreds, he stood upon a mountain of corpses, their blood dripping from the sheath of his sword. There he stood, a god of war.
I knew of his leg, but what other marks did the battle kiss his bronzed skin with. I held my hand in front of me, and traced the air as if it were his chest.
"Master Geldoblame...?"
I yelled out in shock and...I think I fell over backwards. When I opened my eyes, I saw that my legs were awkwardly sprawled against the coffee table and I was staring at the ceiling. Yes, I definitely fell backwards. "How embarrassing."
Footsteps approached, followed by a slender hand to help me back to my feet. "I'm terribly sorry, sir. It was not my intention to frighten you."
I pushed myself back up, not taking advantage of the woman's hand. "No worries, I'm perfectly fine."
The woman's, the maid's, face was a deep crimson. Obviously, she was much more embarrassed than I was. She bowed before me, so low that her face almost hit the ground. "Thequastorwouldlikeanaudiencewithyousir!"
"Come again?"
She stood upright. "Thequastorwouldlike.........." she breathed deeply, "The quastor would like an audience with you, sir."
My heart began to flutter excitedly in my chest. He wanted to see me? "Of course he wants to see me, stupid! I'm the damn advisor!" I slammed my hands over my mouth. Oh gods, did I just say that out loud.The tears brimming in the poor maid's eyes gave away an astonishing "yes".
I laughed nervously. "Oh no. I didn't mean you, I meant me. I was having an argument with myself and..." I paused. Dear heaven I sounded like a crazy person! "Oh, never mind." I walked right past her and into the hall, mentally (and physically) kicking myself.
My feet stopped and refused to move another inch when I approached the massive doors. On the other side of them was Nero, and for some odd reason, that frightened me. What if I do something idiotic, or blurt something out like I did with that maid. I was frozen to the spot. Petrified.
The guard to my right gave me a quizzical look. "It's open, Master Geldoblame. You may enter."
Damn soldier, I wouldn't have had any problems just standing here, safe from making a fool of myself. Instead, I give the man a half-assed chuckle before pushing the doors open. I step inside the room, approach my master's desk, and bow. "You wished to see me, my lord?"
He looks up at me, ceasing his action of scribbling notes across a cascade of paperwork. "Ah, Geldoblame. I didn't even hear you come in." His voice is deep and rich. And so unbelievably soothing.
"Please," he says, gesturing to the chair in front of me, "have a seat."
I plop myself down into the chair as he reaches for something at the bottom of his desk. Needless to say, I was a bit surprised when I saw him set a bottle of wine on the desk's surface, followed by two crystal glasses.
He smiled as he examined the wine bottle. "I have many fine wines in my possession. This one just so happens to be over thirty years old." He pulls out the small cork with ease and begins pouring the crimson liquid into both cups. Still smiling, he hands one of the cups to me. I stare at it for a moment, and take it. I don't drink it however, I just stare at it. My mind is a complete blank.
Moments pass as I hear the wine making it's way down Nero's throat. He sighs and leans himself back into his chair. "Now that is some mighty fine wine." All the while, I'm still staring at my glass. "What's the matter? Don't you drink?"
My head snaps up and looks at him. My mouth opens and closes a few times, but words fail to come out.
Nero began to poor himself another glass. "You father wouldn't let you, would he?"
My eyes widen at the mention of my father. I hate my father. I hate my entire family. But I especially hate my father. My anger swells, and I can almost feel the healed wounds burning, as if I was being struck down again.
"My father...wouldn't let me do many things."
"I know." Nero said as he sipped his wine. "That's why it was such a battle for me to get you as my official aide. I almost had to sell my soul to the man."
"You wished to have me that badly?"
I feel my skin grow hot as blood begins to rush to my face. Oh, how I pray it isn't apparent.
Nero just smiles and says to me ; "Go on then. Drink. The bastard is nowhere to be seen."
I give a slight laugh, and lift the cup to my lips. The wine feels perfect inside my mouth. It's blend of sweet and tart flavors relaxes and soothes my body into a state of comfort I had never dreamed possible. I sigh as the last drop leaves the cup and trickles down my throat.
"Good, isn't it?"
"Exquisite. Thank you."
"I'm glad. You seemed like you needed it."
I give him a confused glance.
He lets out another sigh. Not at all like the one when he had finished his wine. It was a sound of...perhaps...worry? "You haven't yourself lately."
I shoot him another confused look. He continues, "You seem to be out of focus. I feel like I'm speaking more often to the wall than I am my adviser."
My eyes fall to the floor. Oh gods, he noticed. Though, why wouldn't he? I've been a complete mess. I barely get any sleep and when I dreams are always so...inappropriate.
And it isn't like I don't like the dreams. In fact, I quite enjoy them. But they seem so wrong.
Not only have my dreams been wrong, but my thoughts are also betraying me. Nay! They're the one's that have been betraying me the most! Sneaky, disgusting little snakes! Always trying to leak out the words---
"---'I want you Nero'."
There's a long silence. A silence that seems to never end. The reality of what I just said sinks in. I knew I should have just stayed put outside the door.
"What did you say?"
There's no way I can get myself out of this one. My head sinks into my hands in defeat. My thoughts have won, and have left me a broken man. I have nothing left. Working for Nero was the only thing that gave me purpose. And now, it's all going to end.
I waited, trembling, for Nero's thunderous blow to strike me never came. In fact, I didn't hear him say anything. Slowly, I lifted my head out of my hands. I couldn't see what was happening. My vision was all clouded. Oh gods...I'm crying.
I gasp loudly as I feel a hand caressing my cheek. I blink away my tears to see Nero's face only inches away from mine.
"What did you say?" His voice is barely above a whisper as he speaks. He brings his other hand up and wipes away my falling tears with his thumb.
Everything in my brain seems to shut down. Everything except for my thoughts. My thoughts on Nero. "I want you Nero...I love you...Nero."
The next thing I know, there are warm lips against mine. Nero's lips are against mine. Nero is kissing me! Now 100 percent of my brain is off. The only thing functioning is my body, and I don't mind at all.
I wrap my arms around Nero's neck as I feel his hot tongue slip into my mouth. I can taste the wine as he explores every crevice my mouth has to offer. I gasp at the air when he finally pulls away and moan as he makes a soft trail of gentle kisses across my face. He then pulls me close and nips playfully at my ear. "Come with me," he says. "Come with me and we'll both claim what we want."
I still can't believe what's happening. This must be a dream, it has to be. There isn't any possible way for me to be here in Nero's room. There is no way that he's kissing the nape of my neck. And yet, here I am. Here he is, kissing my neck and running his fingers through my hair.
We managed to get out of the office without causing a disturbance. Well...the guards looked at us strangely when they saw us speedwalking to the bedroom. At least we held off until the doors were closed. That's as far as we got because my back is now pressed firmly against the door. I can't believe it, but I think Nero is more anxious than I am. He then pulls my face towards his, whispering between my open lips. "Wait."
Turning away from me, Nero limped towards the bed on his good leg. He wrapped his arm around one of the towering posts and, with his other arm, began to unfasten his collar.
Copying his actions, I began to tear at my own clothes. Never have I wanted them off so badly. It was not long before all cloth lay in a bundle at my feet, and I stood there naked before the man I loved.
Nero's body was still clothed from the waste down, however, even seeing half of his dark skin made my whole body shudder. I felt his eyes on me; tracing my every curve.
He continued to undress himself, not once removing his gaze from my naked frame.
When his last piece of covering fell, he turned and faced me; full frontal. It was then that I saw his lame leg. It was made out of machina. The sight surprised me. Nero hated machina.
Reading my face like an open book, Nero spoke; "I didn't want to lose it, I had no other choice." He stared down at it, almost like he was ashamed. "I pray that your intentions have not changed. But I understand if they have."
I approached, leaned my body into his, and kissed him. Why would a false leg deter my feelings for him? Nothing would change how I feel about him. Nothing at all.
He wrapped his strong arms around me and held tightly, deepening our kiss. Then, placing his hands on my hips, he gently turned me around and laid me on the bed. Straddling my hips, he allowed his eyes to journey once again across my plain. A soft moan escaped my mouth as I felt his member softly push against my thigh. This enticed him all the more and soon I felt his large hands on my chest, his thumbs circling my nipples. Bending forward, he glided his tongue across my sternum and up to my clavicle, where he continued by kissing the small of neck. I'm sure his lips could feel the soft rumble of my throat as I moaned his name. I could feel his smile against my flesh as he kissed his way back down my sternum and towards my left nipple. He kissed it tenderly, and then began to suckle at it like an infant. I whimpered loudly at the sensation and dug my nails into his back. He continued to suckle, and occasionally gave me a light nip. He even bit me, which caused me to yelp out in pain. He gave the swollen mound an apologetic lick and kissed it better.
I then felt his body shift positions. He trailed his fingers across my sensitive belly and down to my inner thigh, where he spread my legs open.
My breathing was short and ragged and my body was on absolute fire. Yet he was only beginning with me, that much I knew.
My hips bucked when I felt his fingers gently curl around my pulsing length, his lips kissing the tip. I clenched my jaw shut and pathetically grasped at the bedsheets as I felt myself entering his wet mouth. His warm tongue grazed and caressed my sides, while playfully teasing the tip. My moans became more loud and desperate. This hot, searing flame inside of me is threatening to burst at any second.
Nero noticed this, and ceased his actions. He crept back on top of me, and kissed me. He pulled away from my lips and looked into my eyes. "I can't have you spend yourself now." I then felt his hands wrap around my hot cheeks. "But what comes after this will be painful. Granted there will be pleasure, but it won't come without the pain." He then trailed his fingertips against my lips and brushed his nose against mine. "I don't want to proceed if you aren't ready."
I smile, and cup his cheeks in my palms. "I'm ready." I reach for his hand and swallow two of his fingers. When I released them, my saliva dripped and flowed down Nero's hand like a small river. I spread my legs wide, inviting his touch. I felt his wet hand press against my entrance and-
I screamed. Very loudly. At first I thought I had been stabbed. Nero told me to relax, that it would make the process easier. But gods, did it hurt. I clamped my hand over my mouth in order to stifle my screams. Then the pain got worse. I groaned loudly into my hand as hot tears flowed freely from eyes. Nero told me that I was doing well, that the pain should die down a bit in a moment.
After what seemed like an eternity, Nero removed his hand from my inner thigh, leaving me gasping and moaning.
"That was only the prep work. Are you sure you still want to do this?" His face was written with concern.
I nodded. Yes, it hurt, but I want to be with Nero. I want to be a part of Nero. I don't care how much it hurts. I want to become one with him.
"Alright. I'll keep going." Taking my hips into his hands, he lifted me up ever so slightly, and slowly worked his way inside.
My back arched as I opened my mouth to scream, yet no sound came out. Only ragged rushes of air escaped my chest. And, with a final thrust, he was completely inside of me. He moaned loudly, and began to pull himself out, and push himself in again. I cried out with him. I was in pain, yet, there was a deep fire burning within me, slowly consuming me. Our bodies began to move in unison, rising and falling. Moving in perfect harmony.
And then, there was nothing. Nothing but a bright flash of white light. My back rose and formed a perfect arch. I had reached the peak of this mountain, and it was more amazing than I had ever thought it would be.
I was one with Nero, and nothing else mattered.


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Final Fantasy slash

So, I'm doing a little bit of net browsing trying to find some good Japanese fanart sites of Balthier. So, I'm looking around and the first site that I find looks pretty decent. I started looking through the gallery, and on the third link I clicked, I saw something a bit peculiar. Balthier...and Basch...making out. I was a bit drawn back. I was not expecting that. Futhermore, I don't see why you would pair those two up. They have absolutely no chemistry at all. Now don't get me wrong, I love slash...when it works! Pairing these two up is like pairing a cat with a rhino. It just doesn't work!
The rest of the gallery was mainly made up of Basch-on-Balthier action, which was hot, but not romantic like good slash should be. Tired of it, I tried going to different links. However, every site that I visited either had BalthierxBasch, or no Balthier at all. So, apparently, this is a pretty big thing to support in Japan. I don't know what they see in it though. I could just not be far enough in the game, tough I seriously doubt it.
After that, I got to thinking. Out of all the Final Fantasy games I've played, I only like one slash pairing. Just one! And I don't even know why I like it. It sure as hell doesn't make any sense (it's Seymour and Baralai by the way)! Maybe that's the case with all the Japanese Basch and Balthier fans. However, I've only seen two supportors of the SeymourxBaralai pairing. I've seen around 50 supportors for Basch and Balthier. Am I missing something here? Dammit, I wish there were more BalthierxPenelo fans. I'm all alone there, it seems.


Yeah, I got on the blog bandwagon. I've been lurking here for years and finally decided to get off of my ass and set up an account. Now I can actually converse with people instead of just reading their posts like a stalker.
I won't bother introducing myself, as only my friends will be reading this. They know who I am...I hope.
Anyway, enough of that. I got this thing to blog and bitch with. So, here I go.

I had just finished watching the Japanese horror film "Parasite Eve" after working seven hours at my job. The movie, surprisingly, wasn't that bad. The ending was corny and the special effects were extremely fakey, but otherwise, rather interesting. Apparently, Parasite Eve was originally a novel before it became a video game. I did not know that. I've always wanted to play the game, but have never gotten around to it. Instead, I just read all the spoilers online. Besides, I'm in the middle of playing FFXII, and do not wish to be interrupted by another game.
I am enjoying FFXII, especially Balthier.
The battle system is...interesting. It's fun, but can get a little confusing when there are multiple enemies.
Like in most RPGs that I've played, I find myself hating the main character. His character design makes me sad in the pants. What the hell is up with that weird vest thingy? His voice actor also sounds like someone shoved a grape up each nostril. Thank god he isn't as whiny as Tidus, or else I'd have to kill myself.
Going back to a ways, once I was done with Parasite Eve, I headed back upstairs to catch the end of SNL. Through the whole ending skit, I just kept staring at a mustache that was falling off of a guy's face. Quality entertainment.
After SNL, I saw the greatest commercial ever. It was for the "Sex and So Much More" seminar that was being held downtown next week. Apparently, if I enter a raffle, I'll have the chance of winning a free breast augmentation (yes, they actually said that). I laughed so hard that I thought I was going to die.
Just for shits and giggles, I'll let you in on the second greatest commercial ever. I was in Florida at my uncle's beach house watching some telly. Then, a commercial in black and white came on with a bunch of schoolkids getting off and on the bus. A voicover said the following: "With the new school season starting up, let's all take the time to make sure our children safe on the road. We at Graham Crematorium want this year to be accident free."
What makes that even more funny, was the fact that I saw the crematorium while driving to the beach house.

Alright, that's all for tonight, loves.